Tuesday, January 28, 2014

January 2014

    Live is a learning experience. And some level it is but on some levels it just f* blows *pardon my French please* Life is to be treasured not taken carelessly or that for whatever reason there is. Like someone being shot, children passing in their sleep. Right now I feel like going completely off the rails and joining my baby girl. But then I would leave behind my mate, my stepson, my two older daughters and others. I just want this hurt to go away. Before anyone says if there is anything I or my mate needs. Here is the answer to that question...We just want our daughter back simple as that. Yes my Wolf and I both lean on each other through this dark time in our lives. I just thought that we would  have more time with her. I'm sorry for venting but I don't know what else to do except to go off the rails and that's not an option right now.

Sunday, January 26, 2014

Where have the days gone?

I don't even remember the last time that I put something up on here. Is it right bad that I forgot about my bog? Loser is a lesser word to what I'd be using right now. 

A lot has been happening. My kid is graduating from high school this year. Grade 12. Jesus. For those of you that didn't know I have a son. I do. Here's a pic of him that not many of you even know about. He's the one flexing of course. -chuckling- The future bodyguard or cop which is his goal. Towering me by a real good bit. 

Anyhow, I've been diagnosed with kidney disease which is what I've been trying to cope with for the last 2 years. It's been a bitch, but think I've got it to something reasonable. 

I'll try to post more often, now that I'm sorta back and my Angel girl is posting. Right glad to see that. Your demon has missed you! Hell knows where the rest of the others are. Hope they're good and healthy somewhere and keeping safe. 

Over and out!

January 2014

     I know long time....But I have been enjoying my family and still no internet where I am located.

     This is for those that have known me for a while. As you all know of the struggles that my mate and I have faced in the past especially with our pup (daughter). Now we are facing the hardest struggle there is. As of January 23rd, 2014 we lost our little pup. She was only 19 months. We don't know how or why she was taken from us so soon *have cried many tears so far* This is our little pup. She was a beauty and she was her daddy's world and her mommy's girl. She was conceived in love, brought into this world with that love, and that is how she left us. She was only with us a short time but she was truly loved by us, her bubby and everyone that came into contact with her. She daddy said that she was special and she had magick and she knew how to use it. The magick that she had and wielded was the love that she shared. Her name is Kitiara Tatiana Weaver   Born on Father's Day 2012 Passed on January 23rd, 2014. We love you Sugy Bear.