STOP!!!!

I’ve tried to keep my peace and my silence to all the goings on and everything around me, but I’ve come to a breaking point where I’m seething with rage and I’ve had fawking enough so I’m finally speaking out and so help me God it better end here. People are getting hurt because shit can’t be left alone and for some? life can’t seem to go on even though heaven knows many of us including myself are trying too move forward!

STOP acting like kindergarten children! Aren’t we supposed to all be adults here?

STOP pointing the finger and blaming others, when something isn’t to your satisfaction in your life. I’m not going to be your escape goat anymore.

STOP harassing. I despise this the most and I walk away without looking back. Why can’t everyone else?

STOP the hatred. This is what starts wars.

STOP judging me until you know me. In which only a selected few of you do.

STOP and don’t underestimate me until you challenge me.    

STOP talking about me until you talk to me.

STOP harping on what was in the past and move the fawk on! Cause I have. Let it rest already.

STOP making innocent people feel lesser of a person than what they are because you’re not happy.

STOP making friends choose sides and allow them to choose for themselves. You can’t control what others say or do. They think for themselves. We’ve all lost friends. Get over it.

STOP bashing. If you know what it feels like to be bashed for who you are and you treat others the way you’ve been treated? You’re no different than the bashers themselves.

STOP the demeaning words and insults because you are no better than the rest who will do this to you.

STOP and look at what’s around you and instead of straight ahead and being narrow minded.

STOP and see that people have feelings too and can just as easily get hurt.

STOP and look at the bigger picture being close minded can cause to those around you.

FINALLY:

STOP coming onto this blog page and reading the blogs my friends and myself post if they offend YOU. The world does not evolve around you and everything that gets said or posted is NOT about YOU, but of the populace in general as a whole. We are a motley group that’s here to express ourselves, discuss topics and interests and if your interest is not in what we have to say and only to spread gossip YOU should NOT be here and are NOT wanted here. I’m not going to delete anyone because I'm not cruel, vengeful, manipulative as some wish others to believe or wish harms towards even my enemies. I care, I'm giving and I'd never hurt anyone, but I expect you to be a grown-up and not a school kid that points the finger and leaves this blog site on your own accord if your intentions of being here are ill fated towards me, my friends and contributors to this blog. I will NOT be your means to use as a gossip column. 

If you can’t be an honest friend or follower here? Please do the honorable thing and just…LEAVE!

This Is Our End

by Jessica A. Phillipi

You can stand there and smile you can sit there and laugh
but you can't trick me I know it's a mask
You’re trying to lie to me and everyone else
but why is it that you’re lying to yourself?
You can calmly sit there and try to look cool
but I know your emotions and I know it’s a tool
I know inside you your feelings rage
The suspense builds with the turn of a page
By day you’re one person by night another
and neither of them have anything to do with each other
I've watched you sink farther from your heart
and all of this just tears me apart
I sit here and cry, for you not for me
What you've become I wish you could see
No words could I use to help me explain
what it does to me to see you in pain
You’re not there anymore my once dearest friend
I hate to say this but this is our end



A song that inspires me to not sweat the little stuff and move on, forward and up in life.

 

People like you and me... please spread the word!

Knowing one and treating them as a human being who also has feelings just like you. Don't hate but rather embrace and understand them.

"Imagine that you had a debilitating birth defect and no one understood or even wanted to hear about it. That's how many transgender individuals feel--that their body is a mistake. Inside they feel like one gender but the world perceives them as another. It's a sensitive issue that's only just being explored in popular discourse. 

o    1

Know that being transgender is a medical condition called gender dysphoria. Transgender persons are not mentally ill, any more than any other segment of the population, though they may struggle more with a lack of support. Being transgender is not something that people "make up." It is a lifelong disability.

o    2

Be aware that coming out as transgender is often a gradual process. Hormones are a first step for many transgender persons. Another early move is to begin dressing as their true sex in situations they perceive as safe.

o    3

Understand that transgender persons can undergo sexual reassignment surgery (SRS), but not everyone does. SRS is a good solution for many people, but it is expensive and usually not covered by insurance. Some male-to-female transgender persons have only the "top surgery," or removal of their breasts.

o    4

Know that coming out as a transgender person is risky business. Transgender persons are not protected in the area of employment by federal or most state laws. A boss can fire them for simply being who they are. They are often targeted as victims of abuse and even violence.

o    5

Realize that transgender persons can be gay, straight or bisexual. Transgender status is about identity, not sexual orientation. For example, males who transition to female can be attracted to men or women as they were before the transition. It's their identity that changes, not their orientation.

o    6

Understand why transgender people are the "T" in the GLBT (gay, lesbian, bisexual and transgender) community. All are considered sexual minorities, and they share many issues, even if orientation isn't one of them.

o    7

Appreciate that once they begin transitioning, most transgender persons want others to use the pronouns that fit their new, outer appearance. If you're unsure, ask, "How do you identify?""

Tips & Warnings

• Rent and watch the movie "TransAmerica." The filmmaker and cast do a tremendous job exploring transgender issues.
  
• Don't make fun of transgender persons, even if you think it's "harmless." Cruel remarks add to the cycle of violence perpetuated against them.

Read more: How to Understand Transgender Issues | eHow.com http://www.ehow.com/how_2171681_understand-transgender-issues.html#ixzz1U6PoygRb

Living...

What is most effective? Songs from Indochine to cheer me up...

August 2011

    Hey everyone,

         How's it going? :) Me? Meh..could be better. I'm here in Indy with my wolf. Wish I was home right now. But I'm staying by his side because of his son. I also failed my first algebra class. I am working on my next round of the MidNight Angels ;) I also posted a new one. I'm also working on my Dark Angel novel. I have two inspirations for that novel one is Joachim Ogren. He inspired Dark Angel himself while my wolf also inspired Dark Angel and now that character is fully complete. The one that I did submit is called Sparta. Obvious reasons. But I wrote it for a very dear friend of mine who lives in Malaysia. :) I hope everyone enjoys Sparta. I know this one isn't my best work but I apologize for that. Was in kinda of a hurry about getting it done. The MidNight Angels have a very special place in my heart and I thought it was time to bring their world to reality. And well MidNight Angels Silver is going to be very interesting to ready. Not to far into it but now I have the inspiration for it and so I'm focusing on it as well as another story for my wolf and Dark Angel. I stay busy because I know if I don't then my mouth will probably overload my ass right now. LOL...To know me can get pretty dicey at times. But other than that I am fun loving, compassionate, adventurous and so much more that what people see on the outside. I am the Angel of the Night :) For I thrive in the night and the shadows is where you will find me. I walk in the sun but the night is my home and playground. :) So catch me if you can....;)

Expressing my thoughts...