Friday, April 20, 2012
Well it's just a few more months before my new little enters this world. You would think that I would be thrilled? Now don't get me wrong I am thrilled but I know it's just a matter of time for something happens and I can't get that out of my head. We are now getting to see his son again. I'm just not sure how to handle everything anymore? One part of me just wants to take my mate, the baby and the puppy and get the hell out of Dodge but another part me wants to stay so he can be near his son. I just wish I knew what to do anymore. I feel like I'm back to square one with his son in trying to get any bounderies or rules sets. I also feel like the child is beginning to get his way again. I know I'm being so overwhelmed and I also feel like I am so lost at sea without any hope of finding land. Just wish I knew what to do?