Saturday, December 27, 2014

December 2014

     Hope everyone has had a wonderful holiday season far? Whatever you do DON'T ask me about mine. Might not like the answer...As you all know I am a private person. Well I didn't make it through the holidays unscathed. Still have one more month to go and that is going to be hardest month yet. If you are interested *speaking to blog contributors not blog followers* then follow my AotN18.

     I want to hear about everyone's holiday I need to the pick me ups...I see that new edition is doing well Raiden? *looks to Raiden* Saw the pics of him *smiles*. Ty for sharing all the pics with me. They are greatly appreciated *hugs Raiden tight* Hopefully we will see everyone back on here soon. I miss everyone *smiles sadly* You all are greatly missed and greatly loved by me. Hope everyone feels the same about me? Love you all *hugs everyone tight*

Thursday, December 18, 2014

December 2014

     Hey everyone,

     It has been a rough holiday for my wolf and I. But our beautiful wife has been helping us through it. She is a true blessing and a gift to be treasured. I know that we are going to make it no matter what happends. Normally I would have a lot to say but for some reason I am at a loss for words to describe how I feel right at this moment. I just know that to finding a love that is to last the test of time is rare but to finding it a second time in the same lifetime is extremely rare. But that is what has happened to me. Not only did I find that with my wolf but I also found that with our wife. I know there are few things that would make this the perfect holiday for me and that is to having my children back with me. I love you all *hugs everyone tight*

     PS: demon, know that I will always be with you no matter what happens. For you are a true one of a kind friend that I have come to care about so much and would mourn great if I were to lose to you. You are one of the very few people that I hold very close to my heart. So stay safe!!! Know that I love you to pieces like mices *rolls eyes at you when you see it*

Friday, October 17, 2014

October 2014

I am soooooo sorry for not being on here sooner. But home lappy is still down. Life has just gotten in the way of things *snickers*

     Well lets see what I have been up to over the last several months. Buried my daughter. My wolf and I are doing quite good now even with the tragedy. We have added a new pack memeber to our den. So we've been getting shit over it all from my family and people who want to keep the drama going, you know. I have also come out of the 'closet' so to speak with the help of my new pack mate ;). She is a wonderful person. She's funny, sexy and I love her completely among many other things. My wolf and I are truly blessed to have this person in our lives, home and of course *grins wickedly*. I have also been dealing with a lot of issues that I hadn't resolved until now. Even some that I have fully forgotten about. Now most of you know that I'm a very private person. For the most part I am but I have acknowledged that I am truly a bi-sexual person and I am soooooo enjoying it.

     I have had to hide who I truly am because of my family (mostly my grandparents) and it took our newest and special pack member to bring it out in me and I'm accepting it. I just now need to make the rest of the world understand it (if that is even possible). I know most of you would *especially our resident Demon...winks* There is one thing you all should know about me. I have never judged a person by anything without getting to know them completely first. That is how I was raised and how I have brought my own children up. There are too many people in this world who do judge a person by their sexual preference, race, etchnic backgrounds and so forth. But no one has the right to do so. As my wife and pack mate puts it 'You can not call me a bitch until you have known me for 3 months. After that then you can call me a bitch.'

     I love both my wolf and my wife. She has completed our lives in so many ways that I couldn't have dreamed was possible. We are given one soul mate if we are lucky enough to find that person but to be given two in the same lifetime is truly amazing and a true blessing. Love  me, hate me, but you will respect me and anyone else on this wonderful site. Love you all with all my heart *hugs everyone tight* Will try to continue on as Demon would want me too *smiles happily* Someone please message me here about information on our friend. I do worry about him!!

Tuesday, January 28, 2014

January 2014

    Live is a learning experience. And some level it is but on some levels it just f* blows *pardon my French please* Life is to be treasured not taken carelessly or that for whatever reason there is. Like someone being shot, children passing in their sleep. Right now I feel like going completely off the rails and joining my baby girl. But then I would leave behind my mate, my stepson, my two older daughters and others. I just want this hurt to go away. Before anyone says if there is anything I or my mate needs. Here is the answer to that question...We just want our daughter back simple as that. Yes my Wolf and I both lean on each other through this dark time in our lives. I just thought that we would  have more time with her. I'm sorry for venting but I don't know what else to do except to go off the rails and that's not an option right now.

Sunday, January 26, 2014

Where have the days gone?

I don't even remember the last time that I put something up on here. Is it right bad that I forgot about my bog? Loser is a lesser word to what I'd be using right now. 

A lot has been happening. My kid is graduating from high school this year. Grade 12. Jesus. For those of you that didn't know I have a son. I do. Here's a pic of him that not many of you even know about. He's the one flexing of course. -chuckling- The future bodyguard or cop which is his goal. Towering me by a real good bit. 

Anyhow, I've been diagnosed with kidney disease which is what I've been trying to cope with for the last 2 years. It's been a bitch, but think I've got it to something reasonable. 

I'll try to post more often, now that I'm sorta back and my Angel girl is posting. Right glad to see that. Your demon has missed you! Hell knows where the rest of the others are. Hope they're good and healthy somewhere and keeping safe. 

Over and out!

January 2014

     I know long time....But I have been enjoying my family and still no internet where I am located.

     This is for those that have known me for a while. As you all know of the struggles that my mate and I have faced in the past especially with our pup (daughter). Now we are facing the hardest struggle there is. As of January 23rd, 2014 we lost our little pup. She was only 19 months. We don't know how or why she was taken from us so soon *have cried many tears so far* This is our little pup. She was a beauty and she was her daddy's world and her mommy's girl. She was conceived in love, brought into this world with that love, and that is how she left us. She was only with us a short time but she was truly loved by us, her bubby and everyone that came into contact with her. She daddy said that she was special and she had magick and she knew how to use it. The magick that she had and wielded was the love that she shared. Her name is Kitiara Tatiana Weaver   Born on Father's Day 2012 Passed on January 23rd, 2014. We love you Sugy Bear.