Sunday, September 25, 2011
IF anyone has ever truly loved someone the way they were meant to then you will understand what I'm about to say. I love my Wolf with all my heart and soul but I feel him slipping from me. He has told me that I won but then why do I feel like I have lost him? I am so ready to cry my heart out but I know that I can't do that. That I must remain strong without any sign of weakness. I just wish I knew what to do right now? I feel like my heart is breaking and I can't stop it from happening. But at least I have the memories to help me get through life. And I stretched out my dark wings and flew for the first time and even though the flight has been bumpy as hell it's wonderful. Now I just await his decision about whether or not he still wants me and it's the wait that kills.